Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Do you know that I have the best of the moments when i am with you? Do you know that my morning and night begins and ends with you? Do you know that YOU ARE THE MOST AMAZING GIRL IN GOD'S ENTIRE CREATION? You want to know why you are amazing?
Because, your look warms my heart. your touch makes my heart quiver. Being close to you fills my heart with contentment. Touching and caressing you, in completely innocent ways, comforts me and my heart. Feeling your gentle touch on my lips makes me feel desired. feeling you gently touching my face, makes me feel loved.
Gently touching your face ...your shoulder...your back...your hairs..your entire body, fills me with ever increasing love for you. Softly touching your lips with mine fills me with never passion for you. YOu have filled my life with untold happiness.
That is why I know you are AMAZING.... because you make me feel AMAZING !
I am sure that the night I sang to you, was just the perfect night surrounded by perfect time. I am sure that meeting you at this time in our lives is all planned by someone above. I am sure that We have been brought together by some unknown force melting two lives into one. I am sure that we have been brought together as part of our destiny and for something very special we both are unknown of. I know that someone above is always blessing us and ensuring that we love each other more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
Our love story
Monday, January 2, 2012
o my love ...my darling....today I just wanna let you know that my love for you is burning very brightly this midnight. My heart longs for you. My heart longs to leap at the sound of your voice. My heart longs to be filled with joy by seeing your smile. My heart longs for my love, respect and adoration to flow to you as I gently kiss your hands. My heart longs to be warmed when I hold you in my arms.
My heart longs to feel the passion as I caress your face, stare into your beautiful eyes and tenderly kiss you. My heart longs to see our love for one another grow as we sit next to each n the couch or at the sea shore and share from the heart. My heart longs to express my intense love for you as I rub your leg while we talk. My heart longs to be calmed and comforted as i lovingly kiss and caress your bare arms.
My heart longs for me to cup your face in my hand and draw you in for a tender,loving and passionate kiss. My heart longs to feel the sensual passion as we feed each other with your favorite dark chocolates. My heart longs to express its desire as I tenderly and lovingly touch your lower back. My heart longs for me to feel the love and desire of your gentle touch. My heart longs to experience the sensual passion between us. My heart longs to feels the love and joy of us cuddling and snuggling close. My heart longs for your long passionate kisses and the tight bear hug across my body.
My heart longs for YOU... truly madly and deeply my love.
Heard this word few time s but never understood what it actually meant - Bittersweet ! how can something be bitter as well as sweet ? well time always takes its own course to make people understand all the unsolved mysteries of life ! well it became a reality for me , time made me understand the true meaning of it.
Bittersweet is when you can feel a smile but cannot see it... it is when you can feel the warmth but cannot hug ..it is in the two mindedness even knowing that there will be no oppose..it happens when everything is beautiful an just at reach but the time plays game of hide and seek ...it happens when you know if you say a line there might be consequences but you still say it coz you cant afford to hide it from your love...it happens when you know your love will never say no to you, but circumstantially the love asks you to understand the likeness of people around... it happens when you dont want to eat anything coz you know your love hasnt eaten for the day....it happens when despite the hearts and the souls being bonded together the worldly affairs influence on the relationship !!
I might be wrong...i think I am wrong, coz I have no place for bittersweet !! someone once told me its either zero or a hundred ! so i like always chose the hundred....and I accept that I am wring in using the prefix of Bitter to the word Sweet ! everything is just sweet and gets sweeter then to sweetest ! all the experiences of love is and will only be sweet ! I have had so many sweet experiences of my love ! Bittersweet is just a thought ...a name given to perplexity ! i am not perplexed..I am sure of it , i am not thinking...I am feeling it within !!! Bittersweet is nothing !! it is either bitter or sweet... and I have chosen sweet coz love has chosen me !
Numbers were always something I had hated since my childhood. I preferred a total sum rather than counts :-) slowly the numbers creeped into my life like as if it is never gonna leave me alone for a moment. mathematics, physics, chemistry equations, calculus uffffff i was fed up to the core ! very less did i now that one day the numbers and the counting will be the integral part of my life...i knew it after my true love came in to my life and made it worth living ! staying far and the dying crave to be together, to be in each others' arms had been such a desired wish of eternity !
As she went out of the country, nothing was sure about where she will be, and when will she return. one thing that i knew were the name of the months. She went in december and said she will be back by march, thats when 3 months suddenly became almost 90 days....2160 hours...129600 mins....7776000 secs !!!!!CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT !! the circle of life caught me in !i cud have never thought of seeing those numbers in my life, but now i started counting 7776000 secs, i count 129600 mins ..and i keep alarm for every hour to be sure on my count of 2160 hours !!!
I have eve started to count my breath to be sure of me being alive :-) sounds funny ??? well when you are truly madly and deeply in love a hell lot of things seems funny ! I know it very well that i before i thought of it my love had already started the countdown way long before me ! I know she would do it because she loves me more than i do, and i do not feel shy rather i am proud that she loves me more and I am inspired to loves her much more every moment !
I am not sad ! I am excited i am feeling the tickle ..the butterfly in my stomach finally feel the moment when i will run to her and hold her in my arms and will kiss her for making all the numbers worth counting for ! i am counting .... :-) i love you my life ...my suman !!